How are you?
It’s been a while since I asked myself that question. And the urge to ask that question usually comes up when things are not going so well.
This time the question triggers a deep, somewhat relieving breath. As if I’m saying “Yes finally, the right question, thought you’d never ask.”
Truth is: it’s been overwhelming at work.
Purely because I am an overachieving ass who just need to chill and get used to the idea of letting things drop if it’s indeed unrealistic. To “fail” sometimes.
I care about the company. I want to fix what I think is broken. I want to do good work.